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yesterday, as well as the last few days, have been my idea of perfect. well minus the hail & high winds. i love the rain. i have no idea why i like it so much. i like the way it looks, smells, & the after effects in has on creation - everything new.

i love dancing in the rain! i remember my best friend & i in high school would jump at the chance to dance in the rain. we'd pull over & like two crazy girls turn up the radio & dance. it's prolly one of the most beautiful & refreshing things. i still - even when i am by myself - get out of my car, well if i have nowhere to go, & dance. oh to dance & twirl & jump in puddles. it makes me feel like a kid. i love it.

so needless to say rainy days are my favorite! get out & dance then go home get hot chocolate & watch black & white old movies. bah, classic. i don't know how many times i have told myself that that to me would be the perfect date. yea, i',m not exactly a dinner & a movie kinda girl. haha, maybe because that costs money & well it's so, so, so traditional, boring gag. i'm a hey lets dance in the rain, go to an art museum, ride bikes, watch movies at home, go camping, random roadtrip to a nearby town just cause, talk a stroll downtown, find a field to watch stars, lets take pictures of stuff (i like photography) - kinda girl. so simple, right? i have almost & sadly come to the conclusion that those guys no longer exist. i've gotten laughed at by guys apparently those things sound boring. who knew? the guys now want to go out to eat then to a movie, then to a party or club. no thank you. so what do i do? do these things by myself. i like adventure. funny thing is is that adventures are so simple. i'm prolly the most complex person & yet i believe the simple things are most important & most fun!

so as i sat on my porch last night watching the rain pour down i thought to myself, "i really wish i had a boyfriend that i could call & be like hey lets go dancing in the rain!" better yet have a boyfriend that'd ask me to do that. how cool would that be, super! one day i told myself. one day i will have that guy who just as simple & adventurous as me. i believe there has to be a a few men out there like that. maybe that's why it's harder to find them. there's so few of them that are super amazing but are so worth the wait. after having this conversation with myself i kicked off my heels & ran in my front yard. it was beautiful, so beautiful, that i couldn't quit smiling. so simple, so perfect, so haha...me.