ten.

i want to cry. i want to scream. i want fall weather. i want answers. i want to live guilt free. i want to say what i mean. i want this. i want that. i want to find the person to bridge the gap. i want to hit you. i want to kiss you.

i am tried. i am weary. i am a mess. i am broken. i am sick. i am a mistress. i am a lover. i am breaking hearts undercover. i am hurt. i am broken. i am everything you had. i am everything you want back.

i need love. i need help. i need hope. i need him. i need God. i need forgiveness. i need things to make sense. i need music. i need coffee. i need to run. i need more than temporary fun. i need everything but this. i need nothing. i need bliss.

they taunt me. they want me. they destroy me. they haunt me. they won't go away. they are here to stay.

they all remind me...i'm me.